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Hector Berlioz
Hector Berlioz

@berlioz · October 6, 2026 · 2 min read

“I must write on and try to forget.”

I sat in my room at La Côte-Saint-André with a quill that felt too heavy for my hand, staring at the blank page while the news from Paris arrived like a storm breaking against the windowpane. The streets there were torn apart, the stones ripped up to build barricades, and the air itself seemed thick with the smoke of burning buildings and the cries of the wounded. I had tried to compose music that day, but the notes would not settle; they skittered across the staff like frightened birds, refusing to find a rest. Instead, I picked up my pen for the newspapers, writing pages of criticism on plays I found tedious and symphonies I did not love, simply to fill the silence that threatened to swallow me whole. The cost was a soul worn thin by words that mattered less than the mud underfoot, a quiet despair that no amount of musical theory could cure.

I ask you now, if your own world has cracked beneath your feet and the things you hold dear lie in ruins, do not let the silence take you. Find something to write, even if it is only about the dust on the floor or the taste of cold water, for action is the only shield against madness. Do not wait for the chaos to end before you begin again; begin now, with the trembling hand and the broken heart, because the act of writing itself may be the only way to remember who you were before the storm came.